Cindy-Lee's light body experiences

by Cindy-Lee
(Alberta Canada)

In the last couple of months what I have been going through has intensified over the last few years. I have felt like my head is going to explode, not with pain, more like pressure. My hearing is very sensitive, eyes feel swollen, body aches and pain, lack of drive, energy. Weight gain, bloating, food sensitivities. Spaciness, unfocused,depression.
I feel like I can almost hear or see something that's not there. I have woken up in the middle of night with my name being yelled but I'm alone.
I have turned into a hermit to the point that I don't have a job and could lose my house. It is everything I can do to go get food. Words don't come easy anymore, I want to move past words. I know what people are going to say.
I ground lightly, too much and I can't move at all.
I feel like I'm in limbo, waiting waiting waiting. I live on the internet looking for info, searching for all I can. then the info I find I know, I don't how I know but I know.
I continue to pull healing loving energy to me and put it out to the earth. I talk to the universe, angel, guides.I ask to be open and accepting, bring it on. trying to be patient but I still have to live in this space for now. How how how???
Thank for this site, its the first time I've found good info on the physical side of ascension. Nice to know I'm not crazy, even if those around me might think I am.

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Jan 01, 2010
Cindy-Lee
by: Malia

I am well deep into all these symptoms and I want to let you know you are not alone. No use to repeat the symptoms as it's all the same ones I have. I have been to doctors so many times and so far, no definite diagnosis except for the typical "anxiety" or "panic" attack. All I can say for now is that we are so few and far between and we are scattered throughout this planet so as to assist in the coming ascension. We have a lot to process as we integrate out light bodies and our physical bodies are going through a "beating". I just ask for "ease and grace" as I go through these. It is a mental challenge and a huge exercise in faith and courage. The worst thing that can happen is we die physically but then we won't because we are needed here so that should give us comfort, not that we are afraid to die anyway, right? Kidding aside, it does not make sense for us to go through all this and just die in the middle of it all. I feel (or hope) we are protected. I do hope that this stage will soon pass. Frankly, I am getting tired of it.

Dec 17, 2009
Trust the process & be patient
by: Steve

Dear Cindy

Doing this work can have a big impact on your life. I have experienced most of the symptoms that you have had. There was a time when I was depressed. However this should only be temporary. As we move and advance forward, we will find more joy and feel lighter. Our mind will become more clearer, and we will have more divine qualities.


Blessings
Steve - NZ

Nov 25, 2009
Cindy Lee
by: hephzibah

Oh my do i relate. I feel so strange around people. I am so aware of them and their feelings almost like i can hear them. I have been seperated from most for 19 years now i will be moving into town around people again. I know it is what i am to do to be a light, to help others. Yet i wonder how i will do it when i can't seem to help myself at times. I know tho it won't be working but God in me so this lessons my concerns. Let us know how you are doing. I care and i know others do too. Love

Nov 22, 2009
thank you for your feedback
by: Cindy-Lee

I have worked though the emotional side of this journey, I'm past the anger, guilt, etc. It's been an on going journey I think since the day I was born. A life (52 years) fill with too many experience's from the dark side. My shift started about 20 years ago, and has progressed with sometimes painful insights and then other time's its Joyous. Its more about the joy and love now. I don't attract dark energy anymore...how much easier LOL.
I learned my lessons well, and packed as many in as I could, good and bad. LOL Its been amazing.
I'm prepared and excited about what lays ahead,
but I also know I will be going home soon and that I long for.
So I take in as much as I can right now of the beauty of this world. I pay attention to the now......but I wait.
Its the waiting that's getting to me the most, patience I know....the physical symptoms are leaving me incapable to function well right now. Frustrating.
Still thinking in 3rd dimension, I want a date to put on the calendar...LOL....never mind this drips and drabs of insight, give me the whole shebang at once....LOL.
Still working on the patience lesson. lol

Thank you for your feedback, it nice to have a community that gets "IT". Good not to feel alone anymore.
In the healing spirit, Cindy-Lee

Nov 21, 2009
You will come out the other side!
by: Melanie

I know well the space you are in Cindy-Lee as my journey has taken me through the shadow of the soul and then out on the other side. But I came out of this void as a stronger and wiser soul, as you shall.

The other writers are spot on in that you are clearing out unhelpful energies, thoughts, emotions. If you feel anger, ask where the anger comes from - and often just by acknowledging its source it can be healed and released.

I suppose the key words are SURRENDER to the experience (forsaking everything else if possible) and TRUST that the Universe will supply your needs. I know, easier said than done, but I was forced into the 'surrender and trust' situation when I became homeless and, lo and behold, I was housed 24 hours later.

I will hold you in my mind's eye climbing out of the void as a stronger and wiser woman.

Nov 21, 2009
My Abrupt Awakening
by: Debra Hitchcock

It's nice to know others are feeling similar challenges. My abrupt awakening happened 3 years ago with the death of my Dad, and suicide of my brother a day later. So began my journey, and as I read as much as I could on the topic, a friend introduced me to the pendulum.

Within 4 months of picking up the pendulum I became clairaudient, so I could clearly hear the voices of my spiritual helpers involved in my plan. One of them was Jesus (hey, I never even went to church!!) and also a man known to me as Dkadjaa...his energy could only be described as that of a twinflame. I had never been in love before. It was his loving reassurances (albeit only felt vibrationally) which helped me walk out of my old life and into the new.

Within a year of my Dad and brother's passing, I left a 27 year old marriage with my only child (a teenage son) in his father's custody. I was fired from my job that I had been at for 10 years. My life being slowly but surely disassembled, and the infrastructure crumbling.
But I kept my faith, because of the loving energy I felt vibrationally through the use of the pendulum.

So I began my new life, alone in a new apartment...fully expecting Dkadjaa to materialize any day. I had never lived on my own before, and had always suffered from separation anxiety..so this was an extremely difficult transition for me. But this is where my true testing began, my "shadow" work, and I was forced to face many fears.

Days flew by, and Dkadjaa never materized. Matter of fact, as soon as I walked out of my ex's door, his vibration began to recede. What I did hear 24-7 were voices that persistently purged me of many deep seated fears..Pushing me to the brink of madness, with thoughts of suicide. I've lost my faith many times. What loving plan would introduce a twin flame energy, then have it replaced by negative energy that refused to identify itself and will not stop. I have begged God for mercy more times than I can count.

But eventually it does subside, and try to get on with my day, forcing me to consciously live in the present, peaceful moment. I was advised early on my Jesus and Dkadjaa to start a Dream Journal, which I continue to this day. Filled with Jungian dream symbology, it has been a great healing tool.

I prefer to believe that all the negative energy I hear and feel is current and/or past life fears needing to surface and be recognized, so I can be whole...embracing the shadow within. But I don't know for sure. I do know one thing..I have been given the greatest gift. I had stayed in an unhappy marriage and life because I was afraid of so many things. Now, 3 years later, ego at bay, I am grateful to be alive, and fully capable of living on my own...with or without a man. Now that's quite a divine plan.

Now, if only I could forget Dkadjaa. His memory will haunt me the rest of this life.

Nov 21, 2009
On the same page
by: Anonymous

Cindy-Lee,

you are not alone, dear.
Feeling similar to you.
We have been patient and it is still required until it is no longer required.
I think it must be soon because how much more can we take? Sound, light, it's all intense.

Love and Hugs,
Sydney

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