Hard Times

by Brian
(Colombia)

Although I live in a cool climate, I wake in the early hours of the morning through my body being extremely hot, so hot that I need to remove the sheets and blankets and just lay on top of the bed for 30 mins or so. I then cover my body lightly with a sheet and thin blanket, but leave my feet outside the bed.
I have been feeling so depressed lately, so sad and wanting to give up on everything, feelings of emotion, I feel like running away, leaving behind my partner and this path I am on. I also, at time lose my faith, don't want to meditate, pray, or play my piano, I feel like I am in a deep hole where there is only darkness, this is a terrible feeling like I am helpless.
But then I know that I need to find myself again, so I pray to God to take my hand and lead me through this darkness into His light. I pray to God to send me an Angel to help me, to support me through these terrible times. Some days are better than others, but I do need to find my strength again, I cannot give up now, I have worked too hard to get this far. The difficulty here is there are no groups or like minded people I can mix or befriend, I am actually alone on this journey. This has been the worst year that I can remember, let's hope that 2010 is going to be wonderful.

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Dec 17, 2009
Acknowledgements
by: Brian

Dear Sydney and DR,
I would like to thank you for your comments in regards to my "Hard Times". It is most appreciated, your love and your kind thoughts. This helps me find myself and to give me the strength to continue.
May God bless you,
Warm regards,
Brian

Dec 17, 2009
Wheat from the Chaff
by: Sydney

The first thing I want to say is that it is very lonely if you have a mate that you're supposed to
be on the same page as and feel one with and she or he's not. That'll depress you. We are asked to be true to our souls right now and therefore truely true to others.

Yes, the heat thing is happening! I feel it.
My girlfriend called me today and told me that
her boyfriend and herself are just not clicking.
You really have to put your cards on the table with a partner and get past the fear of doing that. True honesty and transparency is the name of the game with a mate.

I'm working on a meditation for uniting with your Higher Self and your Twinflame whether he or she is here in physicality or not.

It will be on my new website soon.

Let's get some sunshine and some vit D on that
great face of yours, dear.

Time to come out of your shell.

Anyway, I am channeling my soul group, The
Chrystalenes and The Dance which I hope will
help people blossom and come out of their shells.

You can check out my websites:

http://thegodmolecule.com
http://comehometothedance.com

You are not alone, dear. Thanks to this marvelous website we can connect!

Lightheartedhugs,
Sydney

Dec 16, 2009
support
by: DR

I can identify with the despair you speak of Brian, and know that sometimes energies that are moving through us, feel very much like our own feelings. It is hard to bear. There are some resources that may help when physically isolated from people you know of that are of like mind. You can explore this invitation by Julie Redstone, who may be able to help at http://essentials-of-purification.lightomega.org/2009/12/new-light-body-adaptation-invitation.html. That site is also a blog on Spiritual Purification, which may be extremely helpful and supportive; I find it so.

Also, there is a community site http://www.worldblessings.net/ that is an an online community of light whose purpose is to assist in the birth of a sanctified and holy earth. You may find additional supports there, as well as on the site we're on.

Blessings.
DR

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