Negative Energy and the White Rose

by Debra A. Hitchcock
(Frederick, MD US (outside Wash., DC))

"The Awakening" by Debra A. Hitchcock (copyright 2009)

NEGATIVE ENERGY AND THE WHITE ROSE (another ocular migraine event)

Since the beginning of my abrupt awakening 3 years ago, it has been nothing if not unusual. The Sacred Geometry and mysterious references received by Spirit in dream and awake state have been unfathomable at times. But I did my research, and tried to find the reasoning and rationale behind it, leading me into the deeper mystery of my life.

Even as physical challenges surfaced, intertwined with the emotional, shadow-healing ones, I tried to have courage..accepting my new ability to communicate with Spirit with mostly awe versus shock.

One of the physical problems that surfaced was the beginning of what my Ophthalmologist termed “Ocular Migraines”…so typical for those of us middle-aged as our hormonal levels fluctuate, or so I was told. As an artist, the prospect of my vision being altered in any way was deeply disturbing.

But I clung to those reassuring words from the doctor, believing this visual disturbance to be nothing more than what he said…an explainable mid-life event.
But what I experienced tonight was not just a hormonal fluctuation. It began as it normally does, with a shimmering distortion in my line of vision, but then developed into something even more bizarre and baffling than usual. I could see a fantastic, spinning display of primary colored geometric shapes..ever expanding, constantly scanning and sweeping across my mind’s eye in a brilliant display.

This was the “piece de resistance” compared to the other ocular events I’d experienced thus far. It was fascinating and frightening enough that by the time it began to subside thirty minutes later, I was fervently praying for it to stop.

When it did stop, and the brilliant display began to disappear, what remained was a new vision…literally. This “download”, for lack of a better explanation, had actually altered my vision. I tried to keep the panic at bay as I got out of bed, surveying my room as if I was looking through a wide angle lens..the periphery more inclusive and the vision more distorted. The voice within me said “Welcome to the 5th Dimension…this is how it will look”. I felt disoriented and not a little frightened as I tried to maintain a positive state of mind.

Thankfully, my “normal” vision returned a short while after, but this was going to be a night to remember. Punctuated not only by ocular oddities, but unwelcome audible visitors..negative energies, strong and persistent. By now, I’ve become familiar with the process…in my journey, what seems to be a negative energy or entity is truly my own shadow, unveiling and revealing itself as I uncover my authentic self.

But tonight, as this negative voice spoke to me unlovingly, in persistent cruelty, it did not seem like ANY aspect of me…but something outside of myself. And, as I was taught by Spirit early on, I would need to transform this negativity to make it go away. So I closed my eyes, and said a prayer, the words coming into my mind in an effortless wave:

“I see Light, I feel Light, I am God’s Light”

I can hear the negative being taunting me, saying “You’ll be seeing God’s light alright, when I’m finished with you!”. But I continued with my visualization, trying to stay positive to transform this dark energy, and bathed it in my imagined God-light. It was a happy surprise to see what it had transformed into …a White Rose. From the research I’ve done over the last week, I recognized this symbol as the embodiment of the Divine Feminine…and the reawakening of Christ Consciousness on Earth.

When this visualization was finished, I was prompted by Spirit to get out of bed and write it down. After tonight, I don’t think I’m experiencing mid-life, hormonally induced, vision changes…but maybe a change in the way I see my world, and our world.
Debra :o) 11/1/09