Spiritual Awakening

by Jennifer F
(Castro Valley, California, USA)

Through Kundalini/Spiritual awakening I feel energy radiating and vibrating throughout my body almost constantly. There is a constant buzzing in my ears and I notice it more at night when I lay down to sleep. My third eye and crown chakra have been awakened during meditation and I have gotten to where my crown chakra is completely lit up and my body is surrounded in what feels like a peaceful cocoon made of cotton. When fear or thoughts come in during this elevated meditation, I feel the light dimming and the vibration going lower. I have been energetic and restless. Some nights I can't get to sleep, while other nights I sleep heavily for 10 hours. I dream constantly, but that is nothing new. When I am around negative energy, stress or anxiety, the vibrating in my body disappears. I am cold a lot as well. I've been on a path to spiritual awakening for several months and have not been in the 9-5 crazy world, which has cleared my energy to experience this awakening. When I am around certain places or things that bring my vibration down, I can literally feel the heaviness/darkness around me. It's like being in spiritual smog. I get very frustrated and antsy in these situations. I am more creative and I am able to hear my inner voice more these days. When I listen, my path is cleared. When I ignore it, bad things happen. I have a lot more compassion for all people and especially children. I love being around children. I am very sensitive to energies, even in movies I watch. I am no longer enticed by worldly things. I feel I have everything I need and I really have no desire for expensive things.