Where Go I

by Jeff
(California)

I have this feeling that I can't get over. Where am I to go if I'm already there? Why continue on this journey if I've already reached my destination? How do I get over this feeling of being satisfied and dissatisfied at the same time?

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Jun 17, 2015
Hang in there!
by: Anonymous

I had this feeling/question for a long time. I don't know exactly when it started but at some point in my 20's I realised that I had no passion for life because I knew that everything had already happened and therefore It made no difference what I did. I lost all sense of purpose and drank lots of alcohol frequently. Thankfully I was guided to a nature connection course and discovered that I could feel much better in my body when I spent long periods of ftime in nature, then through working with this group I saw the effect it could have on young people. I realised that although everything has already jappened, I still get to make choices, I can be part of something that makes the han jpurney easier, less uncomfortable. Anyway since then I jave had a full on dark night of the soul, complete breakdown of my reality etc. It's a long story. I have been in unbearable states of suffering for prolonged periods. Every so often that feeling visits me...it's like : if we're all god and everything is divine perfection, then why does it matter what I do or wether I live or die? And what does any of it mean any way! It's a funny thing to try and describe, I've never tried to put it into words before. Its almost like great were all god, now what?!!! Sorry I can't quite find the words to describe it. Just know that ypu are not alone, and that the emptiness and loss feelings are part of tge awakening process. And that each and every one of us is playing a crucial role in the most monumental shift the earth has ever seen. Maybe even the whole galaxy! We are so important in this shift, especially the ones who are finding it really hard, we are transmuting and clearing, lifetimes of negative experience, loads of stuff from our blood line and ancestory, and loads of stuff from the collective unconscious..... it's no wonder we're having weird symptoms and feelings and questions!! So hang in there, everything always changes and it will!!We're in for an exciting ride, well done for all that your doing, even if you don't realise your doing it!! Much love A xXx

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