Sad Feeling That I Don't Have Much Time Left

by Elle
(Arizona)

I've been going through HUGE changes with the recent Eclipses. This last one on July 11th totally knocked me on my rear! I had to be in bed for 4 days, until I felt better. Lots of consistent head pressure/pain/extreme fatigue. What I've noticed this time, is that I have a strong sad feeling that I'm saying goodbye to everything. I'm not really sure what it means though. I do know that it's totally different from "Dark night of the soul" since I've experienced a few of those during my transition. This is different and it doesn't feel like any clearing or releasing.

Now, I'm not sure if I'm saying goodbye to living on Earth anymore, or if I'm just having a death of ego or personality? Maybe I'm just saying goodbye to my old self? But I do feel a very deep sadness and that there's not much time left. I just don't know exactly what it means.

I have noticed that in the past few weeks my psychic abilities have become alot stronger. I just "know" things before they happen. It's happening quite often actually. And I have no explanation of why I "know" things, I just do.

I don't think that I would leave the Earth or "die", because I have agreed to stay with her until she Ascends. I have strongly committed to that and even though things get rough sometimes, I have expressed that I don't want to "opt out" no matter what happens. I'm here til the end, so to speak...So whatever this feeling is, all I can say is that it's very overwhelming and VERY sad. I feel sad for everyone, for all people, all animals, plants, the sea etc...I feel like I'm saying goodbye.

The only symptoms I've had lately is having alot of work being done on my lower legs and my feet. I feel them being worked on constantly all day, poking and prodding, energies tickling and moving, clusters of nerves twitching at the same time. Also lots of energy coming in at the top of my head and crown movement. Other than that, just silly dreams of talking animals and birds.

I hope everyone is doing well and not having too much pain involved with this recent download, because for me it was brutal! Sending Love and neverending Hope for our Bright future :0)

~Elle~