(Westminster, CA, U.S.A)
I have experienced and walked through so many different things this past month. I feel terrified because all the people I held closest, including the love of my life, appear to be out of reach. I have nobody to discuss anything with who understands, and essentially I wonder if I'm losing my marbles. My heart tells me, this speaks truth, but my mind is battling it. I feel like I am bombarded with light if you will. I am overwhelmed. The light has always been with me, and I see the pathway it has taken, but I want to know there are other people that see as I have and do. I need help letting go of someone I loved deeply because obviously, he either thinks I'm crazy or he doesn't have enough light yet to love me...ughhhh I don't know what I am even saying....